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- see you. I inhaled the sweet young sweet smell from his body, completely different from Leo's musky smell. "Hi, Andy," I said, recognizing the character of how I called him, the pairing as never done unless they are angry or call each other from room to room. And I made things even worse when asked, in a more skeptical voice than in wonder, what were you doing very early. I really can not help but think that this will be easier now and not too surprisingly awkward if you are still sleeping. "I miss you," he said, kissing my forehead. "I can not sleep without you ..." I smile and tell him I miss him too, but, deeply, realizes that this is nothing but a lie - that I do not miss my husband at least - making my feelings of guilt feel more frightening. I reassured myself that I could still feel that way even without meeting Leo. Actually, it was just a short trip and too many events. I have important work to do. I spent a lot of meaningful time with my si...