realized
to the age where most friends are married, have children, and migrate to the periphery. But thinking about leaving the city in the immediate sense of it still makes a strange feeling. My head filled with typical New York City-centric imagery in one day's collection; skating at Rockefeller Plaza; sipping wine on the open terrace of a skyscraper in the middle of the summer - and suddenly I felt nostalgic over the days. I even nostalgia for tonight, for Andy's dinner with me, for our memories right now. "Say something," Andy said, pulling an ear, which he pointed at. do when anxious - or when you really care about something. Surely the same type of pulling ears when you propose, and I suddenly felt this moment is no different. He asked me how I feel about a big change. One of our ladder steps apart. It's not the same kind of transformation as marriage, but in many ways, it's even a big change. I reached for Andy's hand, holding my hand, hoping how much he cou...