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Interesting. - Wait a minute, to my heart beat back to normal already. He slowly sat up, so as not to me ... startled again. Then he leaned forward, his long arms extended to lift me up, holding my two biceps like holding a toddler. Then with a gentle manner, he set me Sit on the bed beside him. - Why do not you sit here with me - He gently blamed and took my hand - What is your heart? - You must tell me, I heard it better than you. Although Edward tried to hold out the laughter, but my bed was still vibrating softly. So, we sat quietly in silence, listening to my heartbeat until it returned to normal. I'm thinking ... Daddy is at home, Edward is in my room ... - Can you go out a bit? - I ask. "All right," he said, raising his hand. - You sit still here - I say, try to pretend "criminal". - Yes, my lady - Answer me finished, he began to dormant status as a statue. I get up, grabbed pajamas on the floor with my personal belongings on the table. Still leaving the lights off, I stepped out, gently closed the door. The television set was upside down. I closed the sauna door so hard that Dad could hear ... and not check up. Trying to do everything fast, I brush my teeth as if to break the brush, how fast pahir but clean, remove all traces of flat noodles just before this. But with warm water from the shower spout. This can not be ignored. The heat slowly softens the muscles behind my back. The smell of the familiar shampoo suddenly reminded me of all morning events. I try not to think of Edward, stop thinking of the image he sat idly on my bed ... waiting ... while I was trying to relax all charcoal like this, Finally, can not delay more. I locked the faucet, dried my body, and began to feel impatient. As soon as I wore a large-breasted shirt and wore gray shorts, I regretted not wearing a special silk pajamas luggage (dubbed the secret of Mother Victoria gave birth to her birthday two years ago. Poor for gifts, it still intact, but resigned to being forgotten in a drawer in her hometown. I took the towel over my head, rubbing my hair quickly. Finished, I throw the towel into the rattan, collect the toothbrush and toothpaste, put it in my pocket and walk downstairs so my dad can see me in my nightgown with wet hair. Good night Dad. Good night, good night, Bella - Daddy was startled when I saw my appearance. But perhaps there is only one way for Dad to abandon his intention to sneak into my room to check. I walked up the stairs two levels, trying not to make any noise, then quickly sneak into the room, closing the door.Edward still sat motionless, "Adonis's thirst" ( can name my statue as such) is placed on my old blanket. I smiled, Edward's lips began to move ... the statue came alive. His eyes glided over my body, stopped at his wet hair and his silver shirt fell silent. He raised one eyebrow slightly. I winced. - No, it looks great, really. - Thank you - I whispered and sat down on the bed, next to him, trailing cross on each other. I stared blankly at the wooden slits on the floor. - Why do you have to do that? - Because I thought you would sneak out of the house.- Oh ... Edward thought - Why do you think so? - Maybe he can not read my father's thoughts clearly with me. - Because Dad found me a little bit happier than normal days. Edward lifted my chin up, watching carefully: - Looks very warm. And very slowly, he leaned forward, gently pressing his cheeks coldly against my cheek. "Ummm ..." Edward took a deep breath. While Edward was so close, it was hard to get all the thoughts in his head up so he could ask questions. Until a while later, I was able to focus my mind. - It seems like ... I felt easier ... when I was close to you ... did not you ... - Do you feel that way too? And Edward's whimpered nose on my cheek. And his hands ... more tender than butterflies, stroked my wet curls back ... cuddly put my beautiful lips on my ear myself. - Yes, it's so easy ... - Ummm. The moment I started talking, his fingers were down to the neck ... Now I can not think of anything else for that soul. - You ask? - Edward was still breathing. - Why ... - My voice trembled, I became embarrassed - ... do you think so? There was a chill of cold air on my throat as Edward laughed. - It all depends on your reason, my dear. I lean back; The sudden movement made Edward froze. I did not hear his breathing anymore. In a heavy way, we looked at one another as if to think deeply. Then throughand Edward's hardened jaw stretched out, his expression puzzling. - What did you do wrong? - No, on the contrary, you make me go crazy - I stammered to explain. Suddenly stopped as he just understood, he said: - Really? In a voice of satisfaction, and then a triumphant smile. Do you need a compliment? - I asked sarcastically. Edward laughed out loud, a very strange smile, I have never seen before. "He felt incredibly uncomfortable," Edward blurted. "Over a hundred years ago, his voice began to show a joke." He never imagined that there was something wonderful in this world. Never believed in the life of a man ... that he wanted to be closer to his brothers and sisters and so ... And he found out ... although this is the first time ... a complete emotion new ... but he did it well ... - what do you do that is not good - i answered the assistant.Edward slightly shrugged, afternoon "of course!", and we burst out laughing laughter softly - But why is it so easy now? - I ask again - This afternoon ... - Not easy for me ... - Edward sighs - Actually this afternoon, he is still hesitant. I'm sorry for that action, I'm just not able to forgive ... - It is not unforgivable - I protest. - Thank you - Edward smiled - You know - He continued to say - English In a gentle way, he lifted my hand up and pressed his cheek against it - Then there is the possibility that he ... lose control - here comes, his nose caress his neck my hand - I'm very sensitive ... But then he ordered himself ... he was very strong, he would never happen ... he would never do ... I never saw him miserable when he had to find a way Expressing the mood so ... he looks just like a real person ... - So now is it possible? Bella is the strongest, Bella - Edward responds softly and smiles, white teeth glittering, no matter where we are sitting in the darkness. - Oh, simple enough - I admire. Edward came out behind him, breaking out in laughter, the laughter was so soft ... like a whisper but very exhilarating. - Oh, only you can see that simple! He softly adjusted and wiped his fingers lightly into my nose. But suddenly his face suddenly became serious. - He was trying - Edward whispered, his voice filled with anguish - But if ... at some point, he can not stand ... Maybe he will go. I frown, I do not like to talk about separation. - Tomorrow will be more difficult - Edward continued to say - All day today, my mind is full of his scent, the more he becomes more fascinated. If you have to leave me for such a long time. You have to start over again, though not as miserable as the first day you meet me. I think so. - Then do not leave - I beg your pardon. - That suits you better - Edward replied, his face stretched out with a hearty smile - Wear handcuffs here ... I will be your prisoner - Say it, he grabbed my wrists illustrated, laughter once again, but this time as sacred as the tongue.Today, Edward laughed a lot, since the days of each other, today is the first day I saw him laugh so much. . - He looks like ... more optimistic than normal days - I commented - I have never seen him so. - Uh, are not humans so often? - Edward smiled - The first love makes people flare up to fly it.It is strange, right, it is not the same as what he was reading or watching movies. - Yes, very different - I nodded in agreement - I think so much better. - Such as ... - He said again, this time very lucid, I have to focus very

much to catch up with him - ... feeling jealousy.He read about it a hundred times, watching the actors mood That's in thousands of movies and different plays. He thought he understood that feeling very clearly. And yet it surprised me ... - Speaking of which, Edward frowned. - Do you remember Mike asking me to dance? I nodded slightly, although I remember setting that day for another reason. - That was the day I started talking to you again. He was surprised that his heart exploded with a fury of resentment, almost furious ... At first, he did not understand the emotion. Then, his mood became worse when he did not know what he was thinking, why did he refuse him. Is it just because of my friend? Or do you have anyone else? You know I have no right to interfere in your own affairs. He tried not to care. "So here comes the cars that line up in a long line ..." Edward came out and giggled ... And I just sat there ... frowning alone in the darkness. "He waited, In an extraordinary impatience, waiting to see what I'm going to say to them, to see your attitude. He did not deny that he was relieved to see his face like he was carrying his bunch; But he is still not sure. It was the first night I came here. That night, in the dorm