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c watching me sleep, his heart was torn between what he thought was morally right with what he wanted.I understand if I keep evading you like a thing to do or leave For a few years until you leave town, one day you will say "yes" to Mike, or else to the other. That thought irritated him. Then suddenly, he heard me call his name.I emit very clear. At first, I thought you woke up. But you keep turning around, calling out your name again, and sigh. There is another emotion in him: shocked, soft hearted, and lacking in confidence. At that time, I realized that I could no longer avoid you - Edward suddenly stopped crying, perhaps listening to my heartbeat when not again abnormally excited. But jealous ... that is a cold. strange feeling. He did not expect it to be so formidable. And absolutely no stops! Just when my dad asked about Mike Newton ... - Edward shook his head angrily. "Oh my god, I should have known you were listening ..." I moaned. - Of course. - That makes you jealous, really? - This feeling he never experienced; I'm slowly recovering your human nature in you. Everything will become outrageous because it is new. - Please tell me the truth - I started teasing - ... Although I will not like it ... But Rosalie is inherently for him ... Rosalie is the embodiment of pure beauty. Well, what's wrong with her? - Can not be ridden - Edward's teeth whitening teeth appear glittering. In a gentle way, he pulled me into his lap. I sat quietly, trying to regulate my breathing. "I know I can not help it." I lower my head to my chest, muttering. "So, I'm curious." Rosalie, of course, was beautiful, though she was not like his sister, or even Rosalie. and Emmett does not belong together, she is not equal to a tenth ... well, not a hundred percent of her charisma towards him - he became thoughtful - for almost ninety years he must living in the tornado - is a special character or a real person here ... There is no way he is self-aggrieved about it, he does not know what he is looking for.And then he accepted Ignore me, stop looking for anything ... because then, I was not present in this world. - That is not very well - I whispered, still holding the position nudged his chest to listen to the most seducing breath in life - I did not wait for anything. So why can you decide everything so easily? Edward is agreeing with an unholy excitement - I will try harder ... for you - Saying here, he let go of my wrist, gentle, he stroke my hair, from On the top of the head down to the waist. His other hand gently grasped my hand ... - I had to risk myself every second when I was with him, but that time there is a lot of orange. Turn away from your natural life, human ... Is that worth it? - I do not feel I have been deprived of anything. - It's not the time ... - His voice suddenly fell down, became sad man. Incidentally, I want to lean back to look at his face, but his hands are as hard as locking my wrists. I do ... - I stuttered when all of you suddenly bothered by the excitement, and unexpectedly, he let go of my hand ... and did not see him anymore. - Lie down! - English hissed from somewhere in the dark. I lay down on the bed, wrapped in a blanket, leaned to the side, this style is still applied to me when sleeping. At the right time, the door of the room opened, the father came in, leaning to check the damage. I tried to breathe well, lying dormant. Time passed by. I keep my ear while listening ... but it's not sure the door is closed. At the moment when I was wondering, Edward's arm suddenly swept over me ... beneath the blanket, his perfect lips were close to my ear: - You are a bad dude ... You can guarantee. Tell me one hundred percent that the acting career does not suit you at all. - I'm really ... I muttered, the drumbeat began to roll again. Just saw him humming a strange tone or something, seems like a lullaby brother. Then suddenly he stopped. - Let me sing lullaby for you to sleep. That's right - I burst out laughing excitedly - so I always have the feeling that you're watching for me! - Every night I do that - He reminded me to remember - But you do not know where you are - I nực reply. "But if you do not want to sleep ..." He hesitated, letting go of his half-breath ... All my breathing activities immediately stopped. - What if you do not want to sleep? Edward chuckled. - What do you want to do? I did not answer right away. - I do not know yet. - Tell me when you have finished. One of his cool breaths was on my neck, the perfect noseHis caress along my jaw, slightly inhaled ... - He was again fascinated. - ... just because he refuses to enjoy wine, but does not mean that he refuses even the smell of it - Edward whispered - In me out a scent of herbs, just like the smell of lavender ... or orchids. South Africa - he commented - fragrant - Uhm, now eat it has long since you still fragrant it. Edward laughed out loud, but immediately he sighed again. - I decided to finish - I turned to something else - I want to know more about him. - I asked. I meditate a little to ask the most necessary question: - Why he resolved to do it? I asked - I still do not understand why he decided to suffer suffering so hard not to ... live with ... his body.I do not understand you I am very happy because he did the thing dirty. Only I do not understand why you feel uncomfortable when you are yourself. Edward hesitated for a moment before answering: - I asked very well, and I was not the first to ask that question. In our world, most people are satisfied with their fate ... while others still wonder why they have to live like that. I also know, we have a covenant ... But that does not mean that we do not dare to rebellion ... do not dare to overcome the limits to fulfill the desire that no one wants. All because of ... the desire to retain a little something called the nature of the human being that was in me ... I lie down, full of stiffness from fear. - You sleep? After a few minutes I did not answer, he asked. - No. - You just want to know that? I glance to him. - Not quite like that. - What else are you wondering? - Why do you read other people's minds ... Why are you alone? And Alice is foreseeing the future ... how does that happen? I feel Edward's shrug in the dark. - We really do not know. Carlisle said ... all of us retain our strongest traits when we enter a new life ... where they will be strengthened again ... like consciousness and senses. He thought he was sensitive to the thoughts of the people around him. Alice was always anticipating situations. What are the characteristics of the doctor and the rest of the body when entering a new life? - Carlisle kept his compassion. Esme kept strong love. Emmett kept his strength. Rosalie is ... tenacious ... if not to be stubborn ... - Speaking of this, Edward chuckles - Jasper is very interesting. others do their own thing. Now, Jasper is able to determine the emotions of people around him ... such as making a crowd furious ... or fiddling with his head. The ability is hard to see. It's hard to imagine what he is trying to express. I became cautious, and Edward was waiting patiently ... - So where does it all begin? Dr. Carlisle transforms him, and then another person transforms him, everything continues ... continue. - oh, where do you come from? According to the theory of evolution? Or merely created? Why do we not think of the survival of different species ... predators and prey? If you do not believe that all that belongs to this world can all be created by yourself, just as you find it hard to accept yourself, then it is hard to believe that the same thing. strong ... that can create both the children and sharks, baby seals and killer whales ... create the like him and

people like you.- According to the principle, you are the baby seal, right not? - Yeah, yeah - Edward laughed, something touched my head ... was his lips? I want to turn to you, to test that suspicion ... but do not dare. Fear that a small, unexpected move of mine would have made it more difficult for me. - Did you want to sleep? - Edward asked, breaking the silence for a moment - Or you have new questions? - Just about a million or two more questions! We have tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow ... - He reminded me. Suddenly I smiled softly, calmly thinking. Are you sure you will not disappear tomorrow morning? - I want to reassure you for sure - Anyway, you're still mysterious. "How can you leave me," Edward said firmly as if it was a promise. - Tonight ... one more question ... - I flushed. Darkness now has no effect ... I know for sure he can feel the warmth appear below my skin. - What is the sentence? - No, nothing. I think again. - Bella, I have the right to ask you anything. Seeing that I still gulped, he started moaning: - I thought I could not read your thoughts will be more frustrating, But more and more annoyed about it. - In contrast, you again